
Hi Sue and welcome to the forum, yes its a great place to read things that might help, sorry you have RA and yes you are right it is a steep learning curve, some of which things like getting enough rest and sleep I still don't get right, but I know I feel better when I do.
I'm Sheila 56 years young, though sometimes feel like I'm 80 on a bad day, I think the thing is its just not predictable, I can be fairly mobile one day and another barely get dressed.
I'm also on Methrotrexate and take 20 mg a week but alongside that also take steroids. I've also had Humira and Enbrel. I take Diclofenac and I think it does help, I'm lucky that I have had the same problems with methrotrexate but there are some people on here who also have problems with falling blood counts so they may be able to give some advice. I think its the Diclofenac that messes my stomach up at times but this has been helped by taking omeprazole every day to protect my stomach. Do you take anything to protect your stomach?
I also taught in a past life, but couldn't imagine how I would manage that sort of pace and stress now, so I went back to college and did a craft type course which I loved and I can now work a producing jewellery at my own pace, and if my hands don't work one day then I leave it until the next. Not good for the finances but then I don't have children to support.
You say you are feeling generally unwell so it might be worth contacting your rheumy nurse to she if he/she can suggest any alternatives. The thing that keeps me cheerful is that there's constant research and new drugs that give me hope . I know what you mean about fearing joint damage, I try not to think about that too much.
Here's hoping some of the mtx problems can be iron out for you.
With best wishes
Sheila